Pahn's Consort


…a woman/nymph—
she seems about thirty
is walking with Pahn
wearing light gray/powder blue
and her face
a pale translucence
with a fuzzy bloom

She steps from the sidewalk                                                    
in this British city                                                      
of recent blocks                                     
                    sharp-edged and clean                                 
and onto a stoop                                       

trying the door                                                 
finding it unlocked she               
walks in impish            
and Pahn follows

through a hall and up a stair
into a series of rooms
of shining cleanliness
and unused newness
and couches

a wealth
of superfluity

and finding a bed
as the fabrics evolve
from dryness
to a sense of humidity
chrome      
and glass
and a bed is evoked beside her
           
as she says they should make love
her clothes loosening
and her mouth
moves closer
and absorbs his attention
her lips in an O
but before his hands
can be certain of the buttons
no more than un-tucked
and ransacked
blouse and shirt
are voices heard
from a slamming door
and a rich couple
bickering
and Pahn and his consort       
run back the way they came                         
barely having time to wish                                         
that they could have                                        
straightened the bed…             

…they walk into a bar and                                      
through a room for eating                     
and sit with the stares                                      
 and the murmuring                   
of their adventure
and his wife                 
and her husband           

and Pahn confides                                               
to find he is not jealous             
and she is uneasy             
but Pahn jokes             
and walks out telling her
that they should be open
about their affair…

How our philosophies
 evolve to justify
our personalities

…Pahn and his consort
have found a room
and she is younger now
        and more naked
and she pulls him eagerly
     and his love turns to desire
and he turns her over
            and she sits out to face him
and lies beneath him
     and he turns her over again
and she says to an apparition
of an older woman
who knows Pahn better
“why is he doing this”

and the woman
out of view
says
as if
annoyed?
consoling?
or just matter-of-fact?

“because he likes to”

and Pahn’s consort
is satisfied if baffled
and turns her back to him

and he feels
himself finding moisture
which is cool
and the narrow

and she gasps
and cries out briefly
as he tries to find his comfort…


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Some of these poems originally appeared in the following publications

Avocet
Dream International Quarterly
mojo risin'
The Muse Apprentice Guild (The MAG)
Transfer

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