Delphina's Bear




Flying in
from the Pacific
over the damp summit
of dark sequoias
onto the intersections
of Los Gatos

he lands
in the mall
in a big box store
among the swirls         
of clothing
and people

Walking to the back                            
to the loading zones               
he looks for the queue                                                  
to claim his car                                     

He imagines                  always                                                
that it is easy                                                                
but it turns out                                                                          
that it isn’t easy                                                

He needs a dog-tag                                                                       
                           Yes  
                     he has a dog-tag         San Jose
it feels comfortable                                                     
in his hand                                                       
soft                                                      
to his fingers                            

but he was supposed                                                         
to have made arrangements                           
at the desk                                           

Going back to the desk                                              
he knows that he won’t get there                                        
Because he never does—
something always
comes up

                      So he is                                        
in the parking lot                                                       
 waiting for his car                                                      
to be brought up                               
knowing that it won’t be                                              
because he
    hasn’t followed procedure                                            
having done something wrong              
Always
having done something wrong

         and there he meets Delphina                                                          
who tells him                                        
she just got back                                                    
   and she’s a little worried                                        
because
she left her bear                                               
in her car                     
while she was away

She isn’t concerned                                                       
about the bear
   because she knows                                                 
he’ll be all right                                    

She’s worried about                                                   
the attendants
because                       
they might not like it                                       
that she left a bear                            
in a car                                    
in their parking lot       
for three days

But she says
                                                    
"I don't care what they think                            
and they’d better not                                    
have bothered my bear"                       

Pahn worries with her                                                           
for a minute
then she hugs him                                          
 and goes                                             

Pahn walks back                                                                
into the dark neighborhoods             
            to his friend Wayland’s house              
     in a friendly manner                        

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Some of these poems originally appeared in the following publications

Avocet
Dream International Quarterly
mojo risin'
The Muse Apprentice Guild (The MAG)
Transfer

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