The Light of Day

.Pahn has been to the coast again
and is coming back in the dark

Reaching the summit
with the blue slope

                                     ahead
that drops

                 to the inland city 
              looking shiny and slippery
He decides to slide                                                       
because he is tired of walking

Lying on his back

                        like the sleep
                                         that he is sleeping
he begins to slip           downward                                     

                   slowly at first
                                picking up speed
 

                               He is afraid of going too fast
                                      of loosing control
                            but the road is smooth
             and wide
and as he gains speed

                     he gains confidence
Soon he is thrilled                   
racing down the freeway                                     
to his hometown                                            
in the valley                                           

At the bottom                                                                                  
he comes to a stop                                                   

in a retail district
It is the middle of the night

                  and most of the shops are closed

He is hungry                                    
and needs to get home

He walks across the street
to look for a telephone
but reaching the other side
he finds that there is a convenience store

                                         that is still open

He goes inside                                                               
feeling a little awkward                                     
wearing only a big down jacket              
with wads of money in the pockets

naked underneath
The jacket is quite warm                                   
but there is cold air                                  
that slips in around his thighs
as he moves                     

He glances at the cashier

      and walks to the far end
                where there are magazines
The erotic ones           .have been removed
He thumbs through a thick one

               wondering what it might contain
                                       wondering if the cashier is watching
He puts it down again                       

                                             quickly
                   because it’s not what he needs

He finds himself squatting

                           by the gumball machine
when two young women come in

One of them stands   by the counter
and Pahn gets up   to talk to her
They say a few words                                                
She is friendly                                                
and smiling
but shows no real interest in him



He    is    driving now
Aiks has left him with

               Daphnis
                                and Eeunks
and her cousin

                                       Phthona
                 to tour the tectonic mountain
 Pahn has examined his maps                                        
and determined what he wants to find

and they set out                                            
through the dry                    oaken hills…

…Soon they come to the outcroppings                           
and begin to ascend                             

Rounding a bend
they suddenly see the great rock                                 
and stop at the overlook                              

                        for pictures

Pahn picks up the camera                                                         
and puts little Daphnis                                    
down on the stones                                  
admonishing him                                               
to stay away from the edge
and stands by the rail
looking       at the vertical               wall    of stone

                                                              with frothing water
falling from the top                                                

The cliff is beige
and knobby

              with white mineral deposits
                                                                       near the water
and there are people
walking below and above it

                                                  climbing stairs up its sides

Strolling on the path                                                     
at the cliff’s base
They observe a group of people
descending a near-vertical stair                     

As the first reaches a point
about twenty feet above
he trips                                                
doing a complete flip
as he falls                                     
to the bottom                                                                
crumpling on his feet                                        

He is shaken                                                                    
but walks away unhurt                                           

To Pahn’s shock                                                                  
the two men following the first

                                                     jump off the ledge intentionally
doing swan dives       onto the bedrock
Pahn is sure          they must be badly hurt                   
but they too   get up                and                                                
                                                  walk away
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Some of these poems originally appeared in the following publications

Avocet
Dream International Quarterly
mojo risin'
The Muse Apprentice Guild (The MAG)
Transfer

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