Pahn (invocation)
Acts and Events of Consequence
The Memory of a Prophetic Dream
Aiks (invocation)
The Red-haired Family
Expecting
Delivery
.
Pahn
.
Wooded fur
glades
he wanders
with the Oreyads the shooing
dusted
sand
spritzing dry on stone ledges
spinning in the wind
calling
to him
“sweet lover
long haired
unkempt…brush with your wool…”
At evening
on reeds he plays
sunset
and low
Breezy flutes of presence
filling
stepping lightly
join him
by springs of dark water
looking into their green
blue
and muddy eyes
crying
against the cliffs
passing from spring
to cloud
to tree
now mingling
now leaving
covered with the skin of a lynx
with his voices
he meanders
turning and returning
among
the random
flowers
grasping at the passing
glades
he wanders
with the Oreyads the shooing
dusted
sand
spritzing dry on stone ledges
spinning in the wind
calling
to him
“sweet lover
long haired
unkempt…brush with your wool…”
At evening
on reeds he plays
sunset
and low
Breezy flutes of presence
filling
stepping lightly
join him
by springs of dark water
looking into their green
blue
and muddy eyes
crying
against the cliffs
passing from spring
to cloud
to tree
now mingling
now leaving
covered with the skin of a lynx
with his voices
he meanders
turning and returning
among
the random
flowers
grasping at the passing
drops through his fingers
Acts and Events of Consequence
.Pahn is at a farm with his cousin Deermid
they are
running and
playing Deermid shows him pastures and doors
taking him inside to a room
to see something
what?
They go out again to explore several barns
and find them full
of dung-covered
corn cobs
Stopping inside one of the barns
Deermid picks up a cob
and throws it to the far side of the barn saying
“run”
Pahn imagines bees or wasps
They run back to the house
and shut the door
Inside
sitting at a table
Deermid's father
is sad and suspicious
…
Pahn is a land agent
previewing
some property
in the San Joaquin valley...for a client
Ahnjehlia is living
in the town nearby
Pahn drives
through beautiful rolling
foothills with big trees—
pines
cedars of Lebanon—
a river filled
with huge granite
boulders He is surprised to find
tall trees down in the valley
and surprised how much it looks
like the Range-of-light
…
Pahn awakens
in Ahnjehlia’s house
with rooms upstairs and a public space
downstairs
He wonders where Ahnjehlia is
and looks around the house Seeing her sitting in a
running and
playing Deermid shows him pastures and doors
taking him inside to a room
to see something
what?
They go out again to explore several barns
and find them full
of dung-covered
corn cobs
Stopping inside one of the barns
Deermid picks up a cob
and throws it to the far side of the barn saying
“run”
Pahn imagines bees or wasps
They run back to the house
and shut the door
Inside
sitting at a table
Deermid's father
is sad and suspicious
…
Pahn is a land agent
previewing
some property
in the San Joaquin valley...for a client
Ahnjehlia is living
in the town nearby
Pahn drives
through beautiful rolling
foothills with big trees—
pines
cedars of Lebanon—
a river filled
with huge granite
boulders He is surprised to find
tall trees down in the valley
and surprised how much it looks
like the Range-of-light
…
Pahn awakens
in Ahnjehlia’s house
with rooms upstairs and a public space
downstairs
He wonders where Ahnjehlia is
and looks around the house Seeing her sitting in a
sewing
room
He approaches her
but she looks up at him
only briefly
and turns away
Pahn says
“Ahnjehlia wait
what’s going on?”
room
He approaches her
but she looks up at him
only briefly
and turns away
Pahn says
“Ahnjehlia wait
what’s going on?”
She gets up
comes over to him and smiles
saying
“Dad didn’t send you here to sleep all day
you have to work for a living”
Pahn says
“I’m just visiting for a couple of days”
but Ahnjehlia says
“I’ve got some work for you to do”
Ahnjehlia brings up
a friend who becomes two
identical people and shows him
different clothes
saying
something about a rape
and how we go about influencing the powers
that be
regarding
“our cause”
then they all go to work…
…They look
at the sky to the west...and see
great roiling
black clouds
Pahn can’t decide
if they are rain- clouds
or clouds
of smoke
but funnels form
on the dark undersides
and descend to
the ground
twisting dust
and
debris
appearing
to come
toward them
They hear
thunder
and smell smoke Soon
the brushy hill ahead is burning
They think the rain
will put out the fire
but though they see curtains
of rain in the distance
it never reaches them…
…torrents of water arrive in the streets Pahn
feels
that he has dreamed this
disaster in the past but differently
When the water subsides
Pahn goes
to find his car but discovers that it has been
parked
in a poorly marked
2 hour zone
overnight
and assumes
that it has been towed He is angry
but Ahnjehlia says
that one of her friends can solve the
that he has dreamed this
disaster in the past but differently
When the water subsides
Pahn goes
to find his car but discovers that it has been
parked
in a poorly marked
2 hour zone
overnight
and assumes
that it has been towed He is angry
but Ahnjehlia says
that one of her friends can solve the
problem so
they go to talk to him
The man gives Pahn a present addressed to
they go to talk to him
The man gives Pahn a present addressed to
the regional supervisor
in Yosemite
…
Pan is going through the house which has
changed
somewhat
with another land agent and some other
in Yosemite
…
Pan is going through the house which has
changed
somewhat
with another land agent and some other
people They peak
through a door
and see a couple making love
Pahn remembers
he has seen them earlier
at Ahnjehlia’s
just beginning
their foreplay
Pahn and
company leave
and see a couple making love
Pahn remembers
he has seen them earlier
at Ahnjehlia’s
just beginning
their foreplay
Pahn and
company leave
through the back door
The Memory of a Prophetic Dream
.Pahn was looking at divided lights across
a spool table
with stump chairs
in a kitchen with yellow walls
and halfway in his reflection
and halfway through
the window to the rainy dark north
outside
he was reminded
of a dream he had many years before
in which he had a wife named Aiks
and standing there looking across the kitchen
he wondered
if the dream was prophetic and he might
yet find her someday
a spool table
with stump chairs
in a kitchen with yellow walls
and halfway in his reflection
and halfway through
the window to the rainy dark north
outside
he was reminded
of a dream he had many years before
in which he had a wife named Aiks
and standing there looking across the kitchen
he wondered
if the dream was prophetic and he might
yet find her someday
Wayland came into the room
and Pahn turned to him saying
“I believe I will marry a woman
named Aiks”
Aiks
. A pale and acorn
stippled skin of scuffing dry
history behind
eyes walking through woods
golden
duff layers of thick
and giving brown leaves with
a head of autumn
late season light
snuffling
rooting
rolling in the dust thick trunks
twisted branches
late
life mating buoyant fur
..tangled
rusty urgent
we are gliding
together
gliding on
to each
other
mixed
gathered
dampened
thermal
flight
of transient
stippled skin of scuffing dry
history behind
eyes walking through woods
golden
duff layers of thick
and giving brown leaves with
a head of autumn
late season light
snuffling
rooting
rolling in the dust thick trunks
twisted branches
late
life mating buoyant fur
..tangled
rusty urgent
we are gliding
together
gliding on
to each
other
mixed
gathered
dampened
thermal
flight
of transient
earth
The Red-haired Family
…dark and cloudy
surrounded
by rills
at his in-laws’
sleeping
in something—
a cross
between a car and a house
moving
driving
thinking of a teenage woman
with straight red hair
surrounded
by rills
at his in-laws’
sleeping
in something—
a cross
between a car and a house
moving
driving
thinking of a teenage woman
with straight red hair
blue eyes
for whom
he is responsible...
...He takes her
to his old neighbor’s house
on the cul-de-sac where he was raised
where he leaves her
with a note
asking the red-haired family
to take care of her
and he thinks
this is all very reasonable
Later
Hours? Years?
he comes back to find
they have accepted her as their own
She has a sister now
curly red hair
and eyes the same color blue
fifteen
He feels the love and care of a parent
for one sister He feels need
and desire
for whom
he is responsible...
...He takes her
to his old neighbor’s house
on the cul-de-sac where he was raised
where he leaves her
with a note
asking the red-haired family
to take care of her
and he thinks
this is all very reasonable
Later
Hours? Years?
he comes back to find
they have accepted her as their own
She has a sister now
curly red hair
and eyes the same color blue
fifteen
He feels the love and care of a parent
for one sister He feels need
and desire
for the other
Especting
…on a large and muddy lake
of which much
but not enough
is known
Pahn has discussed the possibility
with someone
of canoeing
of which much
but not enough
is known
Pahn has discussed the possibility
with someone
of canoeing
to a part of the lake separated
by two peninsulas
and connected by
a shallow passage
where he has never been
and despite the doubts
setting out
Pahn finds
the water just deep enough
to glide through
to the other
side…
…Pahn goes to the town on the other shore
to find a friend
and seek the lakes inlet
with its neighborhood
of fine hilly homes…
…There is a large house
containing many books
with an odd and distracted
old man
who indicates
that this is
by two peninsulas
and connected by
a shallow passage
where he has never been
and despite the doubts
setting out
Pahn finds
the water just deep enough
to glide through
to the other
side…
…Pahn goes to the town on the other shore
to find a friend
and seek the lakes inlet
with its neighborhood
of fine hilly homes…
…There is a large house
containing many books
with an odd and distracted
old man
who indicates
that this is
Pahn’s destination
Delivery
.…with Aiks
observing
across a distance
a vehicle
coming slowly
The vehicle stops
by a culvert nearby
and men get out
retrieving two bodies
from the trunk and
dumping
them over the side
They roll lightly down
the bare slope
into a dry arroyo
changing as they turn
into two young giraffes
a larger
and a smaller
Standing up they look
curiously
at Pahn and Aiks
healthy
a girl
and a boy—
Eeunks
and Daphnis
observing
across a distance
a vehicle
coming slowly
The vehicle stops
by a culvert nearby
and men get out
retrieving two bodies
from the trunk and
dumping
them over the side
They roll lightly down
the bare slope
into a dry arroyo
changing as they turn
into two young giraffes
a larger
and a smaller
Standing up they look
curiously
at Pahn and Aiks
healthy
a girl
and a boy—
Eeunks
and Daphnis
Part 5: INUNDATION
Egairia (invocation)
Djuturna (invocation)
Physical Therapy
Searching in a Mall
Damned if
An Old Love
Freedom of
The Museum of Attraction
In Neighborhood of Piteuss
Flying to China
A Night in Mixed Covers
Her Lead
Ursa Kaua'i
By Her Laboratory
A Place in the Land of Rain
Outflow
Surrogate
The Threat
The Day after Halloween
Marrying Egairia
Delphina
His Mother From the Sky
The storyteller now must stop
Tower
The Uncertainty of Water
Doctor
Home Archeology
Gifts for Egairia
The Country Fair
Withdrawal
The Lost Child
Immortality
The Light of Day
.
Djuturna (invocation)
Physical Therapy
Searching in a Mall
Damned if
An Old Love
Freedom of
The Museum of Attraction
In Neighborhood of Piteuss
Flying to China
A Night in Mixed Covers
Her Lead
Ursa Kaua'i
By Her Laboratory
A Place in the Land of Rain
Outflow
Surrogate
The Threat
The Day after Halloween
Marrying Egairia
Delphina
His Mother From the Sky
The storyteller now must stop
Tower
The Uncertainty of Water
Doctor
Home Archeology
Gifts for Egairia
The Country Fair
Withdrawal
The Lost Child
Immortality
The Light of Day
.
Egairia
A dark blue
wearing green skin
that is green
ivory
threading through sand asleep
entering from murk the browns of ground
unperceived
through the
deformations
subterranean
wearing water draped with skin
stippled under
fish
spotted enveloped
waving sand changing eyes scattered
garments discarding sliding over ivory
seasonal adolescence
breast
green
surrounded
surrounded
visiting night Numa
down
pool
filtered
shouting into streams
we are here
we are
rushing away
wearing green skin
that is green
ivory
threading through sand asleep
entering from murk the browns of ground
unperceived
through the
deformations
subterranean
wearing water draped with skin
stippled under
fish
spotted enveloped
waving sand changing eyes scattered
garments discarding sliding over ivory
seasonal adolescence
breast
green
surrounded
surrounded
visiting night Numa
down
pool
filtered
shouting into streams
we are here
we are
rushing away
Djuturna
.
Slowly
Into the surface
the fold of thought
moves
blankly
under her exhalation
of willow
mud
sedimentary
swimming
the light
breaks
into sheets
of wind wishes
calmly
deriving
cloudy
blinking
a bird
washing
the thin
larvae
the inner beds
bottomless
drowning in her
wavering by
murmuring
we are
rippled
dim
carried
floating
partly
submerged
drifting over
Slowly
Into the surface
the fold of thought
moves
blankly
under her exhalation
of willow
mud
sedimentary
swimming
the light
breaks
into sheets
of wind wishes
calmly
deriving
cloudy
blinking
a bird
washing
the thin
larvae
the inner beds
bottomless
drowning in her
wavering by
murmuring
we are
rippled
dim
carried
floating
partly
submerged
drifting over
.
.
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
- ...Logs of Sleep (intro.)
- VOLUME I
- ...Part 1: Recurring Childhood
- ...Part 2: Becoming Pahn (dei-cide)
- ...Part 3: Physical Deprivation
- VOLUME II
- ...Part 4: Aiks
- ...Part 5: Inundation (dei-genesis)
- VOLUME III
- ...Part 6: Awash
- VOLUME IV
- ...Part 7: Edge of Light
- VOLUME V
- ...Part 8: The Quality of Mercy
- ...Part 9: Filled Skin
- ...Part 10: Athehna's Sorrow
- VOLUME VI
- ...Part 11: Tectonic Touch
- ...Part 12: Dim Green
- VOLUME VII
- ...Part 13: The Affection of the Untamed (trans-dei-genesis)
- ...Part 14: A Guide to the Spirit World
- ...Part 15: Patroness of the Shy
- VOLUMEVIII
- ...Part 16: Warm Scandinavian Joy
- ...Part 17: Sending Them Flying
- ...Part 18: Roots and Molds
- VOLUME IX
- ...Part 19:
TABLE OF SPIRITS
- Ahbnoba
- Ahdahn
- Ahgreyeuss
- Ahlaveena
- Ahlmah
- Ahnaheeta
- Ahnjehlia
- Ahnkahmna
- Ahpadeyva
- Ahpsahla
- Ahshehra
- Ahsileess
- Ahstrild
- Aiks
- Athehna
- Baudahilia
- Bormahna
- Daphnis
- Deermid
- Delphina
- Dimphna
- Djuturna
- Druopohss
- Eealohna
- Eeantha
- Eendekoi
- Eeunks
- Egairia
- Ehvair
- Eiriu
- Eithnia
- Er-Illith
- Explanation of Terms
- Freega
- Galaksaura
- Gendenwitha
- Heemir
- Hehrmess
- Hendrik
- Jahneuss
- Jehmz
- Juna
- Junipera
- Khnumis
- Kohmohss
- Ku
- Kulehna
- Kwahnyinn
- Lakhehsis
- Leenaiyos
- Lehsohveekha
- Litteljahn
- Lukh
- Mahreekah
- Maiya
- Mayahri
- Mehlia
- Mehtztlee
- Meydhv
- Mookdóph
- Nomioss
- Nuneh
- Pahn
- Penelopeya
- Phaithohn
- Pholoa
- Phthona
- Piteuss
- Pluta
- Rahbin
- Rakhehla
- Sehrahahl
- Shahn
- Shocheeka
- Sihn
- Theya
- Toor
- Tsovinar
- Vehlona
- Vehsta
- Wayland
- Yahpehtos
- Yaohwa
- Zeyeuss
- Zhoonév
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Some of these poems originally appeared in the following publications
Avocet
Dream International Quarterly
mojo risin'
The Muse Apprentice Guild (The MAG)
Transfer